Real

I took a bath today

To try to clear my mind of you

But instead I just laid there

Staring at the wall thinking, wondering....

Why didn't I show you

How do I tell you

These feelings that I feel

When I see you, I shy away

When I'm around you, I look away

Because I don't want to see you judge me,

I don't want to feel the rejection

I just stand there,

Staring at the ground wondering, thinking....

Why didn't you tell me

How do you show me

These feelings that you feel

When you see me, you run away

When you're around me, you hide away

Because you don't want to see the truth

You don't want to feel the true you

You just stand there

Staring at me thinking, wondering....

Why didn't I show her

How do I tell her

These feelings that I feel

When you run from me, I cry away

When you hide from me, I fall away

Because I don't want to see you anymore

I don't want to feel the pain

I took a razor blade today

To try to clear myself from you

But instead I just sat there

Staring at your picture wondering, thinking....

Why do I only tell myself

How didn't I show you myself

These feelings that I feel

When I see you, I hug away

When I'm around you, I love away

Because you don't want to see me hurt

You don't want to feel that pain

I just held you there

Staring at your eyes thinking, wondering

Why didn't I show you before

How do I tell you now

These feelings that you feel

ARE REAL!