I can not help but think that I have pushed you away somehow. Every time you try to get closer, I shut down a little more inside.
I can not change the way I was built so long ago. Sometimes I feel I should end it all to spare you more pain.
I can not bring myself to tell you everything I feel inside. Every night I pray to God to help me figure myself out.
I can not figure out how you can see inside me. Some nights I am scared you will see too much of me.
I can not hide from you, as much as I feel I need to. Every day I try to push myself into telling you how I'm feeling.
I can not understand why you are still with me. Some days I ask myself, how do I deserve someone like you?
I can not hold in these feelings I have for you any longer. Every moment I am with you, these words want to burst from my lips.
I can not ever love someone the way I love you! Some moments with you are like living in a dream.
I can not live without you!
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